No more waiting for miracles!
Life is the miracle
Death is the truth
This hope and desire come together like conspirators
When I tried to peer at the future and saw us growing old together
With a family, with children, with a dog and a vegetable garden
I could not see where we spent our 9 to 5’s
How could we build a new reality
With a sledgehammer smashing your sobriety, and
Turning me into a madwoman?
Thinking of alcohol tastes bitter
I walk into the forest when it rains
To be alone
Every present luxury laughs because – eternity
Everyone enjoys their lies but me
In the dark the moon does not sway
The stars never cry.