This is a true story. I have given up on love. I have given up on myself as someone who can find romantic love in a true and potent form. I dare to say that I cannot be loved. I am too broken and sad and have used up my quota of love already. I have had two who have loved me and I them, but those are loves of the past and offer nothing now but bitter memories of love’s calamity. I would be so happy to find the love of my life that would be my mate for all time. It seems that is a dream of the past, a dream that a child had, and a silly childish belief. So I love my child and I love my cat. I have put myself on the edge of reason, on the precipice of love and shouted, “Here I am! I will love you!” I have jumped and I have fallen. Sadly, love’s net has not reached out to hold me. I have crashed on the rocks below. I have nothing and nothing has me.
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July 20, 2008 at 6:54 am
go
hi>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
July 20, 2008 at 8:16 am
aporia
Actually, even when you said “I’ve given up” your heart never really gives up :]
It’s just like people who are depressed actually still hold on to a small piece of hope unconsciously…
So the good news, I guess, is that even if you feel like you’ve given up hope or love, there’s an unbeatable strength inside you that is still always seeking at every corner :]
July 20, 2008 at 1:54 pm
taramokhtari
good for you. a blank slate has more potential anyway.
July 21, 2008 at 6:03 am
mike
the best way to get over your old guy is
to get under a new one.
July 26, 2008 at 8:43 am
stript
I love the way you write. I feel like I get you as I read your words! Lovely